Perestroika in me

I had a dream when I was wandering between asleep and awake this morning... I said, "Перестройка," and I saw it written on a wall and I knew exactly what it meant. Restructuring. Restructuring how I'm doing things, how I'm living, making some changes in my attitude and actions, ir-responsibility, procrastination, laziness, apathy. I spent some time reflecting today and came to a good place.

Phil 4:11-13;6-7
"...I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength. "

I caught a glimpse of Your splendor
In the corner of my eye
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen
And it was like a flash of lightning
Reflected off the sky
And I know I'll never be the same

Show me Your glory
Send down Your presence
I want to see Your face
Show me Your glory
Majesty shines about You
I can't go on without You, Lord

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."